Grateful not to have a penis

You fit quite perfectly next to me. I’m distracted though, my body wants to be intimate. I can almost taste the want. I’m gonna kiss you, maybe it will help me. You are drugged right now and sleeping. But I’m gonna turn you to me, I just want to feel a body rub on my skin. Thank you for responding to this. I’ll let you sleep. Maybe if I touch myself I’ll be able to calm down. It was a slightly long day and someone else turned me on. I’m glad you understand I am a sexual being. Can I share you? Can you share me? Can I see you get undressed by someone else? Can I watch you fuck them? I wanna see how a person looks when they are momentarily out of this world. I think I’m burdened with the need to give love  to people. Me, you, them…do you trust me? My skin is burning for a touch, the sensuality of skin against skin, the feel of a tongue on my finger, the pulse against my lips when I bite your neck, that first feel of the wetness between your legs…your darkness, feed me your darkness, let me see your demons, them and me is all I want. Just for tonight, let them feed from me, let me show them my appreciation for comforting me during my darkest times.

Another woman

The alcohol had made all of us feel relaxed. We were mellow, happy, legs on the puff. The air was calm and warm filled with the thick scent of smoke, curling in front of our faces, lingering just a bit like a tease. I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was staring at me more than usual. Suddenly she rose from the sofa bed, took one small puff, put the cigarette down and came towards me. I was too calm to move so I looked on. She put both hands on the side of my seat. Her face was close to mine and soon her lips were too.  For a few moments I did not think as she slowly kissed my bottom lip. Without removing her hands from my seat, she turned to look at my wife. She was looking on undisturbed. Then she said, ‘I want to watch.” I chuckled at how simply she said that. She gave a smile that made me realize she was not kidding. Kai was already nuzzling on my neck while I tried to maintain eye contact. It felt so good I wanted to close my eyes. She lifted me up to stand against her but there was a rush to my head. I guess it was the alcohol. I wanted to seat back down but she lifted me such that my legs were wrapped around her waist. I still wasn’t sure what to say about what was happening but I really did not want to think much about it. She walked to the bed which wasn’t far as it was an open space house and put me down. She was on top of me with her hands lifting my white tee and slowly trying to part my legs. My wife came over and sat on the sofa that we have next to the bed having a view from the side. I didn’t know whether to feel shy that she was enjoying or that she was watching. Kai took my face in her hands kissing me with such intensity while pressing her body on me.

She took me up again making me sit on her laps as she kissed and licked my chest. She sucked on my left breast slightly biting my nipple. All thoughts of stopping should have been said right then but then I saw my wife cross her legs and face- palm. I could tell she was aching to join in but didn’t want to. Kai pushed me back on the bed and turned me over, pulling my legs toward her by the thighs. I could feel her wet tongue slowly going up my spine from the waist,up to my neck where she bit. I was too turned on by then and I wanted to touch her too but she pinned me down. Her hand went down to my crotch where she unbuttoned my trouser then pulled them down. Her right hand cupped me between the legs from the back at the same time lifting my ass to her face. I could see my wife. She had her hand between her parted legs. I could imagine how wet she was and the feeling of parting her lips to feel her clit on my finger. Kai parted my pants and I could not muffle the gasp that left my mouth when she touched my clit, sliding down to where I was really wet slowly going inside. I instantly grabbed the sheets as I felt her two fingers go in even more deeply, I wanted to bury my open mouth in the sheets.I could feel her breath on my back. She pulled them out and turned me over laying on me. She kissed me again, going down my neck, chest, navel and I knew where her tongue would be in a few…