I have been thinking of writing on this for awhile now ever since I faked two orgasms. I am saddened that I boosted her ego that she thought she made me climax. Twice. She probably has this smile or smirk on her face when she thinks of me. I am more saddened of the women who have been in her life. Is that what they have gone through? How many women are going through unsatisfactory sex and think that is what it should be like? There is probably a lot going on behind closed doors and people do not know how to express themselves or have the courage to. I am not a sex guru nor do I intend to be. I just want to talk about sex.
People still lick the clitoris the way a cat licks its coat. Yes I said it. I think once you are down there your inner exploration needs to perk up. I hope you have tasted yourself before tasting another person or I don’t know, maybe another person will be your first time. A friend of mine told me she told her partner that she has to have known her taste first before going down on another and I guess there is a point to it. I haven’t thought much about it. Just don’t go all kitty on the pussy. Touch here, touch there, swipe here, swipe there, one long swipe..I can’t find the right words on what I do when I am down there. Be adventurous, don’t just stick your head between her thighs like you are in that massage table and your head is poking through that space. I don’t like boring head, even eating cereal is more interesting.
Some folks like being licked at the entrance of the vagina and some do not, I am one of the ones who do not because I feel nothing unless the tongue is going inside. And I get the tongue is not long enough. Tease around the labias before going for the clitoris, you will know when she is begging for some clit touch. There are also different types of clitoris as I have noticed from porn and real life. I got lucky when my dream clit was in front of me and I almost did a thank you lord prayer between her legs. Ask how a person likes being licked. This could be before going to bed or wherever you wanna or might end up having sex. I like doing that. Talking before the act what we both like and do not like so that I can avoid the big questions in my head like,”Does she want it this way? I’m I doing the right thing, was that too much does she like her neck being bitten? Do I tickle her or will I be kicked off the bed?”. It also builds up the sexual tension between you two, the looking at each other and undressing each other with your eyes etcetera.
Teasing. Some people like being edged. Don’t do that to me. I could have been about to get an olympics medal for concentration and then you stop when I am about to cum??! You fuckin pleb! Anyway, there are those who like it. I used to do it when I was younger and masturbating and the orgasm was unbelievable. This days not so much, my focus is fucked up.
I like seeing my partner lick off my cum and kissing me afterwards with it, I like that, and licking it off their face too. You know what I mean, if she was adventurous and not eating with a fork and spoon then it will be all around her mouth and damn it is cool for me to see her face wet.
Okay, till next time.
You fit quite perfectly next to me. I’m distracted though, my body wants to be intimate. I can almost taste the want. I’m gonna kiss you, maybe it will help me. You are drugged right now and sleeping. But I’m gonna turn you to me, I just want to feel a body rub on my skin. Thank you for responding to this. I’ll let you sleep. Maybe if I touch myself I’ll be able to calm down. It was a slightly long day and someone else turned me on. I’m glad you understand I am a sexual being. Can I share you? Can you share me? Can I see you get undressed by someone else? Can I watch you fuck them? I wanna see how a person looks when they are momentarily out of this world. I think I’m burdened with the need to give love to people. Me, you, them…do you trust me? My skin is burning for a touch, the sensuality of skin against skin, the feel of a tongue on my finger, the pulse against my lips when I bite your neck, that first feel of the wetness between your legs…your darkness, feed me your darkness, let me see your demons, them and me is all I want. Just for tonight, let them feed from me, let me show them my appreciation for comforting me during my darkest times.
The alcohol had made all of us feel relaxed. We were mellow, happy, legs on the puff. The air was calm and warm filled with the thick scent of smoke, curling in front of our faces, lingering just a bit like a tease. I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was staring at me more than usual. Suddenly she rose from the sofa bed, took one small puff, put the cigarette down and came towards me. I was too calm to move so I looked on. She put both hands on the side of my seat. Her face was close to mine and soon her lips were too. For a few moments I did not think as she slowly kissed my bottom lip. Without removing her hands from my seat, she turned to look at my wife. She was looking on undisturbed. Then she said, ‘I want to watch.” I chuckled at how simply she said that. She gave a smile that made me realize she was not kidding. Kai was already nuzzling on my neck while I tried to maintain eye contact. It felt so good I wanted to close my eyes. She lifted me up to stand against her but there was a rush to my head. I guess it was the alcohol. I wanted to seat back down but she lifted me such that my legs were wrapped around her waist. I still wasn’t sure what to say about what was happening but I really did not want to think much about it. She walked to the bed which wasn’t far as it was an open space house and put me down. She was on top of me with her hands lifting my white tee and slowly trying to part my legs. My wife came over and sat on the sofa that we have next to the bed having a view from the side. I didn’t know whether to feel shy that she was enjoying or that she was watching. Kai took my face in her hands kissing me with such intensity while pressing her body on me.
She took me up again making me sit on her laps as she kissed and licked my chest. She sucked on my left breast slightly biting my nipple. All thoughts of stopping should have been said right then but then I saw my wife cross her legs and face- palm. I could tell she was aching to join in but didn’t want to. Kai pushed me back on the bed and turned me over, pulling my legs toward her by the thighs. I could feel her wet tongue slowly going up my spine from the waist,up to my neck where she bit. I was too turned on by then and I wanted to touch her too but she pinned me down. Her hand went down to my crotch where she unbuttoned my trouser then pulled them down. Her right hand cupped me between the legs from the back at the same time lifting my ass to her face. I could see my wife. She had her hand between her parted legs. I could imagine how wet she was and the feeling of parting her lips to feel her clit on my finger. Kai parted my pants and I could not muffle the gasp that left my mouth when she touched my clit, sliding down to where I was really wet slowly going inside. I instantly grabbed the sheets as I felt her two fingers go in even more deeply, I wanted to bury my open mouth in the sheets.I could feel her breath on my back. She pulled them out and turned me over laying on me. She kissed me again, going down my neck, chest, navel and I knew where her tongue would be in a few…